John Cena On His Split From Nikki Bella: ‘I Had My Heart Broken Out Of Nowhere’

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>> LIKE SOMEONE IS WAITING IN THE WINGS.
THE WINGS. >> YOURE NEVER BRUISED UNLESS
>> YOURE NEVER BRUISED UNLESS
YOU HIDE IT WELL.
YOU HIDE IT WELL.
>> CRYING MEN HIDE IT ON THE INSIDE.NG MEN HIDE IT ON THE
INSIDE.
>> YOU REVEALED A LOT TO US OVER
>> YOU REVEALED A LOT TO US OVER
THE YEARS, AND ESPECIALLY YOU TALKED ABOUT YOUR WONDERFULOU
TALKED ABOUT YOUR WONDERFUL ROMANCE WITH NIKKI AND YOU
ROMANCE WITH NIKKI AND YOU TALKED ABOUT YOUR PROPOSAL AND
TALKED ABOUT YOUR PROPOSAL AND YOU TALKED ABOUT YOUR WEDDING
YOU TALKED ABOUT YOUR WEDDING DATE, WHICH A LOT OF PEOPLE WERE
DATE, WHICH A LOT OF PEOPLE WERE KIND OF SAD TO SEE COME AND
KIND OF SAD TO SEE COME AND GO --
GO --
>> I WAS ONE OF THOSE PEOPLE. >> THAT WAS A TOUGH -- HOW ARE
>> THAT WAS A TOUGH -- HOW ARE YOU DOING?
YOU DOING? >> ITS UP AND ITS DOWN.
>> ITS UP AND ITS DOWN. I MEAN, IVE ALWAYS BEEN HONEST
I MEAN, IVE ALWAYS BEEN HONEST WITH YOU GUYS.
WITH YOU GUYS. I ALSO DONT WANT TO RUIN THE
I ALSO DONT WANT TO RUIN THE VIEWERS MORNING BY GIVING A
VIEWERS MORNING BY GIVING A BOWL OF SADNESS SOUP.
BOWL OF SADNESS SOUP.
>> OR CEREAL. SADNESS CEREAL.
SADNESS CEREAL. >> ITS BEEN INCREDIBLY
>> ITS BEEN INCREDIBLY REFLECTIVE, WHICH IS AMAZING.
REFLECTIVE, WHICH IS AMAZING. ITS VERY DIFFICULT.
ITS VERY DIFFICULT.
I HAD MY HEARTBROKEN OUT OF NOWHERE. HEARTBROKEN OUT OF
NOWHERE.
OR FOR ME IT WAS OUT OF NOWHERE. ANYONE WHO HAS EXPERIENCED THAT.
ANYONE WHO HAS EXPERIENCED THAT KNOWS THAT IT COMES WITH A
KNOWS THAT IT COMES WITH A SERIES OF BAD FEELINGS.
SERIES OF BAD FEELINGS. BUT IVE LOOKED AT MYSELF EVERY
BUT IVE LOOKED AT MYSELF EVERY DAY, AND IM TRYING TO EVALUATE
DAY, AND IM TRYING TO EVALUATE MYSELF AND THE WOMAN THAT I
MYSELF AND THE WOMAN THAT I LOVE, AND FOR ANYONE OUT THERE
LOVE, AND FOR ANYONE OUT THERE
SPECULATING ON, LIKE, WHAT IM DOING WITH MY LIFE NOW, I STILL
DOING WITH MY LIFE NOW, I STILL LOVE NICOLE, I STILL WOULD LOVE
LOVE NICOLE, I STILL WOULD LOVE TO MARRY NICOLE, I STILL WOULD
TO MARRY NICOLE, I STILL WOULD LOVE TO HAVE A FAMILY WITH
LOVE TO HAVE A FAMILY WITH
NICOLE.
NICOLE.
THERE WAS AN UNFORTUNATE SET OF CIRCUMSTANCES WHERE OURE SET OF
CIRCUMSTANCES WHERE OUR RELATIONSHIP ENDED.
RELATIONSHIP ENDED. THERES BEEN A LOT OF
THERES BEEN A LOT OF SPECULATION RECENTLY ABOUT ME
SPECULATION RECENTLY ABOUT ME BEING SEEN IN PUBLIC, AND
BEING SEEN IN PUBLIC, AND EVERYONE IS THINKING, OH, JOHN
EVERYONE IS THINKING, OH, JOHN CENA IS ENJOYING THE SINGLE
CENA IS ENJOYING THE SINGLE LIFE.
LIFE.
NO.
NO.
I WAS SUPPOSED TO BE MARRIED AND HAVE A HONEYMOON OVER THESE TWOD
HAVE A HONEYMOON OVER THESE TWO WEEKS.
WEEKS.
ITS THE FIRST TIME IN 15 YEARS IVE TAKEN A VACATION. 15 YEARS
IVE TAKEN A VACATION. I AM IN MY HOUSE ALONE
I AM IN MY HOUSE ALONE SURROUNDED BY THESE EMOTIONALLY
SURROUNDED BY THESE EMOTIONALLY STRONG MEMORIES, AND EVERY DAY
STRONG MEMORIES, AND EVERY DAY FROM 6:00 TO 9:00, I GET OUT OF
FROM 6:00 TO 9:00, I GET OUT OF THE HOUSE AND TALK TO STRANGERS
THE HOUSE AND TALK TO STRANGERS AS SOCIAL INTERACTION.
AS SOCIAL INTERACTION. SO THERE ARE A LOT OF PICTURES
SO THERE ARE A LOT OF PICTURES OF ME LIKE, HEY, IM HERE WITH
OF ME LIKE, HEY, IM HERE WITH THIS PERSON, OR THIS PERSON.
THIS PERSON, OR THIS PERSON. >> ITS CALLED LIVING YOUR LIFE.
>> ITS CALLED LIVING YOUR LIFE. YOU CANT STOP DOING THAT.
YOU CANT STOP DOING THAT. >> I DONT LOVE ANYONE ELSE.
>> I DONT LOVE ANYONE ELSE. I LOVE NICOLE.
I LOVE NICOLE. AND IM TRYING TO SUPPORT HER IN
AND IM TRYING TO SUPPORT HER IN TRYING TO FIND WHAT SHE WANTS
TRYING TO FIND WHAT SHE WANTS WHICH MADE THIS FALL APART IN
WHICH MADE THIS FALL APART IN THE FIRST PLACE.
THE FIRST PLACE. IN DOING SO, IM ALSO TRYING TO
IN DOING SO, IM ALSO TRYING TO LIVE.
LIVE.
I DONT HAVE ANY OTHER HOPES OTHER THAN MAYBE ONE DAY THAT WE
OTHER THAN MAYBE ONE DAY THAT WE CAN WORK IT OUT.
CAN WORK IT OUT. >> YOU SAID SOMETHING
>> YOU SAID SOMETHING INTERESTING IN THERE.
INTERESTING IN THERE. YOU SAID I LOVE HER AND I STILL
YOU SAID I LOVE HER AND I STILL WANT A FAMILY WITH HER.
WANT A FAMILY WITH HER. I REMEMBER YOU COMING ON EARLIER
I REMEMBER YOU COMING ON EARLIER TALKING ABOUT STICKING POINTS,
TALKING ABOUT STICKING POINTS, AND EVERY RELATIONSHIP HAS THEM.
AND EVERY RELATIONSHIP HAS THEM. SCARY THINGS.
SCARY THINGS. BUT YOU KIND OF TURNED THE BEAT
BUT YOU KIND OF TURNED THE BEAT AROUND ON THAT ONE.
AROUND ON THAT ONE. >> WELL, AND THIS IS WHY.
>> WELL, AND THIS IS WHY. ITS SO DIFFICULT BECAUSE THIS
ITS SO DIFFICULT BECAUSE THIS IS ALL KIND OF PART OF -- SHELL
IS ALL KIND OF PART OF -- SHELL TALK TO YOU GUYS ON WEDNESDAY,
TALK TO YOU GUYS ON WEDNESDAY, AND I DONT WANT TO SAY THINGS
AND I DONT WANT TO SAY THINGS SHES GOING TO SAY BECAUSE I
SHES GOING TO SAY BECAUSE I DONT KNOW THE IMPORTANCE OF
DONT KNOW THE IMPORTANCE OF THAT, BUT OVER THE FIVE YEARS OF
THAT, BUT OVER THE FIVE YEARS OF OUR RELATIONSHIP, OR THE SIX
OUR RELATIONSHIP, OR THE SIX YEARS OF OUR RELATIONSHIP, IF
YEARS OF OUR RELATIONSHIP, IF YOU LOOK AT ME FIVE YEARS AGO,
YOU LOOK AT ME FIVE YEARS AGO, STUBBORN, SELFISH, SELF-FOCUSED.
STUBBORN, SELFISH, SELF-FOCUSED. LIFE HAD ALWAYS BEEN ABOUT ME.
LIFE HAD ALWAYS BEEN ABOUT ME. AND THEN SLOWLY OVER TIME, THIS
AND THEN SLOWLY OVER TIME, THIS WOMAN WALTZES IN AND JUST STEALS
WOMAN WALTZES IN AND JUST STEALS MY HEART.
MY HEART.
WHETHER I WANT TO REALIZE IT OR NOT, SHE BECOMES MY NUMBER ONE.
NOT, SHE BECOMES MY NUMBER ONE. SO IM WILLING TO GO BACK ON ALL
SO IM WILLING TO GO BACK ON ALL OF THESE THINGS THAT I SAY, AND
OF THESE THINGS THAT I SAY, AND A LOT OF THEM I WOULD HANG ONTO
A LOT OF THEM I WOULD HANG ONTO JUST OUT OF STUBBORNNESS.
JUST OUT OF STUBBORNNESS. "I WONT HAVE KIDS."
"I WONT HAVE KIDS." AND IT TOOK A STRONG LOOK IN THE
AND IT TOOK A STRONG LOOK IN THE MIRROR TO SAY, WHY?
MIRROR TO SAY, WHY? THIS PERSON IS NUMBER ONE AND
THIS PERSON IS NUMBER ONE AND ITS SOMETHING VERY VALUABLE TO
ITS SOMETHING VERY VALUABLE TO HER.
HER.
OF COURSE WE CAN DO THIS AND I THINK IT WILL BE WONDERFUL.D I
THINK IT WILL BE WONDERFUL. GRANTED, IM A HORRIBLE
GRANTED, IM A HORRIBLE COMMUNICATOR WHEN IT COMES TO
COMMUNICATOR WHEN IT COMES TO THAT.
THAT.
I SAY THE WRONG THING.
I SAY THE WRONG THING.
I THINK GUYS CAN RELATE TO THAT
I THINK GUYS CAN RELATE TO THAT
AND MAYBE WE TALK ABOUT THAT
AND MAYBE WE TALK ABOUT THAT
LATER WHEN WE TALK TO THE GUYS.
LATER WHEN WE TALK TO THE GUYS.
ALL OF THAT SWITCHED.
ALL OF THAT SWITCHED.
SHES MY NUMBER ONE AND I JUST
SHES MY NUMBER ONE AND I JUST
WANT TO MAKE HER HAPPY. >> I HOPE ITS GOING TO WORK
>> I HOPE ITS GOING TO WORK OUT.
OUT.
DONT YOU, HODA? >> RIGHT NOW SHES HAPPY.
>> RIGHT NOW SHES HAPPY. YOU WANT TO TALK ABOUT TAKING
YOU WANT TO TALK ABOUT TAKING ONE FOR THE TEAM AND REALLY
ONE FOR THE TEAM AND REALLY SUCKING TUP, SHESUCK
SUCKING TUP, SHESUCK ING IT UP, SHE, I GUESS, NEEDED
ING IT UP, SHE, I GUESS, NEEDED TO FIND WHAT SHES LOOKING FOR,
TO FIND WHAT SHES LOOKING FOR, AND ESPECIALLY SO CLOSE TO THAT
AND ESPECIALLY SO CLOSE TO THAT MOMENT OF "I DO," SHE NEEDS TO
MOMENT OF "I DO," SHE NEEDS TO BE HAPPY.
BE HAPPY. >> YOU KNOW WHATS FUNNY?
>> YOU KNOW WHATS FUNNY? JOHN JUST SAID HES NOT A GOOD
JOHN JUST SAID HES NOT A GOOD COMMUNICATOR.
COMMUNICATOR.
THERES NO BETTER COMMUNICATOR.
THERES NO BETTER COMMUNICATOR.
>> THIS IS THE HANDY I SHOOT
>> THIS IS THE HANDY I SHOOT
WITH.
WITH.
>> DO YOU GUYS STILL TALK?
>> DO YOU GUYS STILL TALK?
>> WE DO.
>> WE DO.
ITS DIFFICULT BECAUSE I WANT
ITS DIFFICULT BECAUSE I WANT
HER TO BE ABLE TO CHASE WHAT
HER TO BE ABLE TO CHASE WHAT
SHES LOOKING FOR AND I FEEL IF
SHES LOOKING FOR AND I FEEL IF
IM THERE, I MAY BE ENABLING THE SITUATION.I MAY BE ENABLING THE
SITUATION.
ITS ALL MESSED UP, GUYS. ITS A RELATIONSHIP.GUYS.
ITS A RELATIONSHIP. ITS ALL MESSED UP.
ITS ALL MESSED UP. THE POINT IS FOR ANYONE OUT
THE POINT IS FOR ANYONE OUT THERE SPECULATING WHATS GOING
THERE SPECULATING WHATS GOING ON, I LOVE HER, I WANT TO BE
ON, I LOVE HER, I WANT TO BE WITH HER, I WANT TO MAKE HER MY
WITH HER, I WANT TO MAKE HER MY WIFE, I WANT TO BE THE FATHER OF
WIFE, I WANT TO BE THE FATHER OF OUR CHILDREN.
OUR CHILDREN. I JUST WANT US TO WORK, AND
I JUST WANT US TO WORK, AND THATS IS TO JUST FROM HERE.
THATS IS TO JUST FROM HERE. ALL THAT OTHER STUFF YOU SEE IS
ALL THAT OTHER STUFF YOU SEE IS B.S.
B.S.
IM JUST TRYING TO LIVE LIFE
IM JUST TRYING TO LIVE LIFE
WITHOUT HER ON A VERY EMOTIONAL
WITHOUT HER ON A VERY EMOTIONAL
SET OF TIME WHICH HAS BEEN VERY
SET OF TIME WHICH HAS BEEN VERY
DIFFICULT.
DIFFICULT.
BUT WERE HERE.
BUT WERE HERE.
WERE HERE.
WERE HERE.
>> WERE HERE.
>> WERE HERE.
>> WERE HERE.
>> WERE HERE.
>> WERE IN THE PRESENT.
>> WERE IN THE PRESENT.
WERE IN THE NOW.
WERE IN THE NOW.
>> THIS IS WHAT I WANT TO DO,
>> THIS IS WHAT I WANT TO DO,
BECAUSE IF YOURE WATCHING,
BECAUSE IF YOURE WATCHING,
GOING LIKE THIS OR WATCHING
GOING LIKE THIS OR WATCHING
SHAKING YOUR FIST, I THINK THE
SHAKING YOUR FIST, I THINK THE
GREATEST TAKEAWAY FROM ALL OF
GREATEST TAKEAWAY FROM ALL OF
THIS, I REALLY DO, I KNOW FOR A
THIS, I REALLY DO, I KNOW FOR A
FACT THAT I WAS IN LOVE.
FACT THAT I WAS IN LOVE.
IVE NEVER BEEN IN LOVE BEFORE,
IVE NEVER BEEN IN LOVE BEFORE,
AND IM TELLING YOU OUT THERE ITS REAL, ITS HORRIBLE, ITSE
ITS REAL, ITS HORRIBLE, ITS BEAUTIFUL, AND I HURT SO MUCH
BEAUTIFUL, AND I HURT SO MUCH BECAUSE I KNOW IT WAS THERE AND
BECAUSE I KNOW IT WAS THERE AND IT WAS REAL, AND EVERY DAY I
IT WAS REAL, AND EVERY DAY I TAKE THAT AND I HAVE THAT.
TAKE THAT AND I HAVE THAT. AND IF I NEVER HAVE ANOTHER DAY
AND IF I NEVER HAVE ANOTHER DAY WITH NICOLE, I WILL TAKE SIX
WITH NICOLE, I WILL TAKE SIX YEARS WITH NICOLE OVER FIVE
YEARS WITH NICOLE OVER FIVE YEARS AND 364 DAYS ANY DAY OF
YEARS AND 364 DAYS ANY DAY OF THE WEEK.
THE WEEK.
I AM SO GRATEFUL, AND IF SHES
I AM SO GRATEFUL, AND IF SHES
WATCHING, IM GRATEFUL FOR BEING
WATCHING, IM GRATEFUL FOR BEING
ABLE TO STAND BY YOUR SIDE FOR
ABLE TO STAND BY YOUR SIDE FOR
SIX YEARS. THATS WHAT SHOULD MAKE YOU
THATS WHAT SHOULD MAKE YOU SMILE.
SMILE.
WERE GOOD.
WERE GOOD.
>> WE NEED SOME KLEENEX, GUYS. >> NEVER MIND.E KLEENEX, GUYS.
>> NEVER MIND. THEYRE OVER THERE CRYING.
THEYRE OVER THERE CRYING. >> NOW LETS MOVE ON TO SOME FUN
>> NOW LETS MOVE ON TO SOME FUN STUFF.
STUFF.
LETS DO THIS. >> WE LOVE YOU.
>> WE LOVE YOU. >> YOU GUYS, SOCIAL INTERACTION
>> YOU GUYS, SOCIAL INTERACTION IS IMPORTANT FOR ME, AND YOU
IS IMPORTANT FOR ME, AND YOU GUYS TREAT ME LIKE FAMILY, YOU
GUYS TREAT ME LIKE FAMILY, YOU MAKE ME FEEL IMPORTANT.
MAKE ME FEEL IMPORTANT. >> YOU ARE.
>> YOU ARE. >> I TALK ABOUT MYSELF WAY TOO
>> I TALK ABOUT MYSELF WAY TOO MUCH IN THIS SHOW BECAUSE IT
MUCH IN THIS SHOW BECAUSE IT MAKES ME FEEL GOOD.
MAKES ME FEEL GOOD. HERE WE ARE.
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